neways,,, lately I got lots of time to think... How much different I am this late year, and try to figure out some differences :

I used to :
1. hate tattoos on my body. and I remembered I swore I won't tattoo myself until I got married. I prefer piercings.
2. drink only certain liquors. e.g. absolut vodka n Heineken.
3. smoke a little.
4. not attached with certain make ups.

and now I :
1. love to get more tattoos, the more I love the pain, the more I love people hurting my body. (a developing fact : I AM a metamassochist).
2. drink every liquors I can get, even the traditional ones. (lately I try not to drink lapen n prefer ciu more).
3. smoke a lot, especially when I'm drinking.
4. always using a black eyeliner.

and those are the physical ones. Others?
This month - May - is Ollie's Month. Well - Ollie, Ray n Russell's, actually. Their birthday's this May 17th. The relation with me is, lately I felt I'm zapping back to the old past, when Ollie's around. I'm starting to open myself to people, chatted a lot - I mean in the realworld, not in the chatroom, I walk around the scene, I let people know who I am. If today is the past, I would thank Ollie so much for my self-progress. But today is NOT the past, I'm living here in Jogja with new people, new scene, new lads. And I'd thank you all for accepting me here between you :)
Anonymní at 12:23 odp.